so the vma's last night were amazing...........adele didn't dissapoint bruno mars was amazinggggggggggggggggg and beyonce shocked the hell out of all of us  with her preganancy news she seemed genuinely happy and so did jay-z .... these last couple of days hvae been really eye opening for me .i'm starting to realize that i'm not me anymore. yes i know that sounds confusing but it makes a lot of sense  i know that with age people grow and change but i know for show this is not what its supposed to be like internally and i realized that i need to find myself. with that being said i promised myself this will be a year of change (good of course ,godwilling) and that after this year i will have found who i am and who i'm supposed to be within myself ...........so with that i bid you a goodnight

ONE OF HER BEST SONGS

BEYONCE..ADELE.......BRUNO MARS......OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG IM IN HEAVEN

can't believe it the vma's this year are going to be out of this world for those of you who don't know these are my absolute favorite artists the onlt person missing in this amazing gathering is katy perry but hey i am perfectly fine with this ........damn those lucky bastards that actually get to bethere and experience this in person but you know what i will be glued to my t.v for sure not to mention im going to watch it over and over again on my dvr  .......if i ccould ever get some concert tickets as a present(for those of you who love me) adele of course would be my top choice with bruno mars being the runner up and beyonce placing third so now you know what to get me lol so make sure you tune in tomorrow at 9:p.m on m.tv  and check it out

so i know i'm a couple of days behind with my update so here we go..............the other day there was an earthquake in virginia and we had the pleasure of feeling the afterschocks all the way over here in brooklyn ,have to admit it scare the crap out of me with my baby and phone in hand i ran faster than i ever thought i could then it was announced that we are going to get hit with a hurricane right here in nyc !!!!!!!!!!!!! i know never thought i would see the day but that day is here saturday august 27th 2011 and things are starting to look pretty nasty outside the only thing left to do really is for those people who need to make themselves safe make sure they do and let us all pray ............on another note started classes yesterday and as much as i hate being in school i like that i have something to do now ,im ready to go to the extreme to make sure i pass these classes there will be no procasrinating this summer.......or so i hope ...........so with that being said i'm gonna go have me some eggs ,yeah i know its 3:10 in the afternoon but who cares

okay so today waas an interesting day for many reasons i guess .............well for one thing i came this close (..) to getting a tattoo today. i was ready to go get it and get it out of the way since it seems like i've been saying forver that i wanted to get one . i wanted to get one  that meant a lot to me but because of a little mishap i didnt get it............oh well lets hope when the time comes again i don't punk out because i work on adrenalin lol.............then i was online reading an article that was emailed to me about my toddelr(mylah).....and it said now would be an interesting time to try and make a sock puppet for her and see if she would understand the concept of a hand puppet and lets just say .................she was terrified and i can't blame her lol it was pretty scary looking.....take a look for yourself lolllllllllllllll.........well better luck next time right?????? i've decided to purchase one instead so........................thats all folks

i woke up this morning contemplating whether or not i should take my behind to church...now donb't get me wrong its not that i hate church its just that my church isn't one of those churches to get excited about. then came the difficult task (and i do mean difficult ) of feeding mylah her breakfast .and lets just say that it didn't go to well. went to church and that wasn't any better either .:) after a brief meeting  went home and met my new neice her name is serenty k'lee marie florestal(yes .that alot of names lol) and she is beautiful,spitting image of my brother ,was told by my mother that she was also a spitting image of our late  father which  gave me a warm feeling in my heart. she is now asleep and between mylah jumping on and off my back and the football pre season game being forced on me ............its going to be a long night lol ...gotta loves babes.............